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adultSW​!​M

by deem spencer

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1.
yon 03:49
Feeling surreal A little angel came and told me her feelings are real A little baby face on her Very hazy, fate saw me Couldn’t wait to make something for her Ain’t going nothing how niggas planned in 2011 I was in 10th grade with Samantha Lucifer, one of the best chess players I had to loosen up was just her yeasayer and dancer Due to tough luck at best playing the back Per usual, our set upset they in the benches And I accept my best fails I bet em all against all y’all best sales advances But then why was I frustrated? I know a few hating on me, I must say it And I ain’t making nothing up I was just Paying attention A slew of fake and phony pop ups later I said something Shit be weighing on me like I knew the way it was going but I wouldn’t say it cause that’s just a part of growing up I wish stay in the past but it’s not the way it go can’t look away when it happens But now I’m up praying to ancestors And now I’m updating the answers And now I’m up, they in DM requests, talking bout how up me and the fam gettin And it’s feeling surreal A little Angel came and told me her feelings are real A little baby face on her Very hazy, fate saw me Couldn’t wait to make something for her A mind is a terrible thing to forget I get reminded of everything I get vivid images, etched into my memory and my flesh Under the lift, she over under me in the bet My love questioning my very being again She want gifts, all of the luxury of the bidness She wanna live with the celebrity and the rich I wouldn’t wish that on my enemy, I’m a bit different Niggas inside they telling me I’m legit Playing tricks tryin stay ahead of me on the list Me getting whooshed down the river mean I’m a fish Me lettin it slide again would mean I’m a bitch We get it, this town ain’t ever even a question Well isn’t it pot, the kettle steaming against We lettin it sound incredibly interesting I seen the messages I couldn’t be any less different if I tested it My legacy a success I wanna live, die and never be here again I’m gonna live, die and never see her again That’s why I beg God I’m beg pleading on bended knee, in the end that I’ll somehow be in best A fucking legend The gun powdy in the vest I want some head and some kung pao And it’s feeling surreal A little Angel came and told me her feelings are real A little baby face on her Very hazy, fate saw me Couldn’t wait to make something for her
2.
My oh baby girl We are safe here I am ready I am with it You tell me you think of us I won’t let you forget it I will smile inside you forever Why does sky fall south before it get hot outside? Oh God of forgiveness. I will die on your side Yea I will die upon our hill I was climbing for hours still Hardly saw the top I was there, falling slowly Roll down hill I will die upon our hill I was climbing for hours still Hardly saw the top I was there, falling slowly Roll down hill Drop it here Drop it here I belong to a proper home Grown up a humble “love below” fool Up a road, roll up a roach She believe in me ever-long She gon’ see me get fuckin’ low Fine as she is, let her know Cause I done seen this shit level up Second coming coming quicker Be home soon Guess I’ll be home soon (guess I, guess I) I felt the love this morning But it’ll leave by noon Why it leave so soon (why it leave so soon, idk) I told you that I love you Wanted to be like you Or maybe someone new (someone) Brand new But that’s old news Can’t hold it against you That’s all you, that’s all you I will die upon our hill I was climbing for hours still Hardly saw the top I was there, falling slowly Roll down hill Yea
3.
Baby boy 03:53
My grandma had a son My mother’s only brother My only uncle by blood Didn’t like to listen And only done what he want Was out here like his niggas His homie high key had hooked up a mission They was getting it Running that digit up Late 80s in Brooklyn had niggas thuggin’ People killing right outside Baggin’ us up The only way to not pass by was not give no fuck Get higher than and fight back fire That feel of suffering realer so they saw drug dealing as an eruption of niggas getting rich as shit and now feel adjusted Funny how where it’s at isn’t that big a jump The ceiling was a floor, as real as that feeling was Money power respect isn’t as real as love But Niggas gotta get that skrilla That bill add ups You might wanna give back to the people that love My grandma had a son My mother’s only brother My only uncle by blood Didn’t like to listen and only done what he want Was out here like his niggas His homie high key had hooked up a mission They was getting it Running that digit up One night, in like 9-3 sellin that good They ain’t like the price, like plug tried the right one A gunfight ignite light 3 candle light vigil They hit his man He stayed with him Cause he not budging Crying for his man like “Please brother get up” The opps spun it back light him right in that muffin Took a niggas lights but He ain’t die, he had luck My grandma was his mom She ain’t handle that good Screaming prayers to God and reading that book Womb to the sandbox Stand clean of that judge The judge see you once He done We in that dungeon
4.
I’m all alone I tried hard I tried to face it Too high to come down She’s on her own She tried hard She tried to face it Too high to come down I fall in love She fall harder I’m her favorite We might as well have some fun And roll with the flow And not waste it This time, I’m not bout to fall as deep as I think My only reason I’ll stay is if you hold me closely all day It’s a lonely way down when you try to come down from it It’s a lonely way down when you try to come down (down, down) It ’s a lonely way down when you try to come down from it It’s a lonely way down when you try to come down (down, down) I’m all alone I tried hard I tried to face it Too high to come down She’s on her own She tried hard She tried to face it Too high to come down Loose lips sink ships So I grip tight when I’m pulling on the spiff Dark skies got me ready for this lift off No ties, no skirts, just vibes Might hold my cards to my chest I’m still too far from my best Think I might die from this jet lag Way too low to look down Don’t get out of my bed Keep me outta my head It’s a lonely way down when you try to come down from it It’s a lonely way down when you try to come down (down, down) It’s a lonely way down when you try to come down from it It’s a lonely way down when you try to come down (down, down)
5.
Cats out the bag, we don’t have a hero Running out of time and money I can see roses falling out the sky I’m covered head to T-OE Eleven out the pot left hella for the re up I’m out of my mind making hundred out of zero Our last gig on the road had me open Counting by the head it was 700 people Hollering out lines I wrote on the way over I was on a plane from LA on a layover Tryna find a way to explain why I stay home That was all I had when I lost my abuelo Crawling out the bag like a bug out the mail I feel I could roll like a stone downhill Step into the fog, swam on like a whale I should get the long barrel gun off the shelf All of my foes get along rather well Sat out by the water Pulled my heart out and you left I was alive, passed the test, took a rest Turned to find out that somebody wasn’t really who they said It’s a shame how far we’ve come to still burn down how far we’ve come to still burn down how far we’ve come to still burn down how far we’ve come to still burn down I thought if I didn’t love me then you wouldn’t either Did too much just as a teen for me to be a preacher Still pouring pints over scenic to show my guys I ain’t leave em I’m very healthy n clean Ion look like what I seen I scraped the polish off We piled it on the times that my dreams would seem implausible Another kite in the breeze I’m sweeping sawbucks up and sawdust So I cough when I breathe Lungs of a carpenter Holes in my palms n my feet I had the line and all the hook jus needed knowledge to feed you Couldn’t find it in the books they say they hiding from negros I grabbed it hiding in the nooks of all my pride in my people I’m your shrine and your sequel When we divide it look how far we came This shit a comedy a tragedy that alternate A nigga play it how it go because it’s all the game Nothing but it all has changed Reason you gon find me never moving from this spot for days I been on this shaman thing Sat out by the water Pulled my heart out and you left I was alive, passed the test, took a rest Turned to find out that somebody wasn’t really who they said It’s a shame how far we’ve come to still burn down how far we’ve come to still burn down how far we’ve come to still burn down how far we’ve come to still burn down
6.
Baby baby baby baby baby baby Where are you bumbaclot going right now? They done a number on you growing up I’d say you bugging but u grown now Flower bed bud dozens of your rose, I know How you got back under when that Other one had fall down Sending hints at war How did that fucking had me rolled out How I miss that love I could kiss n touch you out your clothes right now I forget how fun Our world of wonder was a Wonder Where I would have ended up if ever you had wandered I could press that button And bet bout hunnid that you glowin I got Lotta Gets that want it Get back on it bitch said “oh wow” Ain’t fallin out with you Ain’t pullin out with you You want them out I want a mountain view I want that mount Boo what that mouth do? Gimme one sec Too much to count You really throwing doubts? Who wouldn’t? I don’t blame you I sure went to school with about 8... If we ever have a daughter She gon know these bitches ain’t got nothin on her If we ever have a son I pray he know the difference If I never have a kid, it’ll break my heart But I ain’t never have a father either so I guess I’m not gon miss it I went to bed on love and water When the check was missing I’m never tripping washing dishes If the food was hot That messy kitchen Had conditioned us for Lucif.. For half a second Ya’ll was questioning the use of art I went the distance In defense of revolution, ha My weapon sitting representing Spittin coup de grace New exhibition at the Met She mad for food for thought I remember when she and them bitches Had to move apart She at my neck I’m half as vicious laughin through what cut Just know my first and second wishes have to do with her
7.
I wanted it all, forgot I gotta give And by the time I did, all the stuff I wanted (gone) I forgot I got it all The fuck I wanted this for? I must’ve wanted them to give a fuck about it (fuck) I ain’t even met my goal I ain’t even get back home I ain’t even get back here where the fuck I started Remind me to get back going Might need to get that gun I need to keep my head off that fucking ground I heard that it grows Higher that it goes I’ll have her know that I’m up and outta Might need to let y’all go I need to get that dough I need to get my share of that fuckin dollar Couldn’t wish it Couldn’t push a button Couldn’t wish it Couldn’t push a button Couldn’t wish it Couldn’t push a button Couldn’t wish it (yeah) Couldn’t push a button (yeah) I wanted it all, forgot I gotta give And by the time I did, all the stuff I wanted (gone) I forgot I got it all The fuck I wanted this for? I must’ve wanted them to give a fuck about it Even as the past shows, we would back and forth Leaving ashes and going even faster forward We could have the last of what we were asking for We did that before We were there before I heard that it grows Higher that it goes I’ll have her know that I’m up and outta Might need to let y’all go I need to get that dough I need to get my share (of that fuckin dollar) Couldn’t wish it (I held the world) Couldn’t push a button Couldn’t wish it (High as it was) Couldn’t push a button Couldn’t wish it (My handy work lives on) Couldn’t push a button Couldn’t wish it (yeah) Couldn’t push a button (yeah) I wanted it all, forgot I gotta give And by the time I did, all the stuff I wanted (gone) I forgot I got it all The fuck I wanted this for? I must’ve wanted them to give a fuck about it
8.
It’s so you to up and leave soon as we move in our place Thought you said you needed somewhere to stay And I sacrificed so much so you could have it your way I mean our happiness is one in the same And I tried, I tried to make it a little easy To make it a little cool And I tried Lord knows I tried And I’m all tried out So this is what I’m finna do I’m gon hit the Stu Write a song, get in the booth Tell the world how I feel about you Tell the world how I feel about you Tell the world Or the play the fool And try play it cool (She prays for you) Packing your bags Throwin what we had Ungrateful you (You prayed for ways to get rid of her) She prays with you You pray for ways to get rid of her Ungrateful you Couldn’t wait til they come hitting you up “Come get in the guts” Faithful you Was patient, ain’t too finna fuck Now you widdit as fuck I don’t know where it changed I was fine before We know that it’s not the same But it’s not what I thought either We fucked She came for you You pray for ways to get rid of her She stays for you You pray for ways to get rid of her She stays with you You played her Way to get rid of her I’m gon hit the Stu Write a song, get in the booth Tell the world how I feel about you Tell the world how I feel about you Tell the world Or the play the fool And try play it cool Packing your bags Throwin what we had Ungrateful you
9.
Fightin for a nice slice of heaven Delightful and light like a feather To die for, to hide from, to have up Blindfolded, I sight the heaven Fightin for a nice slice of heaven Delightful and light like a feather To die for, to hide from, to have up Blindfolded, I sight the heaven It’s time for that look in Converse all star Stomp around Brooklyn I done worked hard, it’s much harder not working Everyone that is not God is not perfect I am not God I’m tryna iron out verses Kinda proud that I’m not crying out worse shit Sayonara to our ire Won’t miss it Signing off, I been on fire on this shit On and on, fire I saw the fire cursin’ Mortified, hurt I sort it vice versa I’m finally that person All along I been on line To die first but I realize I could shine light on our purpose Tonight was a nice night to bend up The vice of the night lights the friend up And right when the heights spike, they’ll end up Insightful and bright like the window Fightin for a nice slice of heaven Delightful and light like a feather To die for, to hide from, to have up Blindfolded, I sight the heaven Fightin for a nice slice of heaven Delightful and light like a feather To die for, to hide from, to have up Blindfolded, I sight the heaven This is for the kids Mystical and busy Wishing for the independence of the sands Whooshing in the winds Pissin on the enemy Wishing for a family, wishing for a friend This is for the friends, with ya from the head Big bliss is for the ignant Stickin to your ribs I’m looking for my twin This is fuckin heavy Every couple year, we dis-a-fuckin-ppear Finally, the stars out All for me God see the signs, our rosary My peace of mind writes songs for me Remind me to not sound so facetious I believe life is like a land conquered by the man Occupy them and this I could probably count our hands the amount of magnets Dragging us down to our knees in our madness Fightin for a nice slice of heaven Delightful and light like a feather To die for, to hide from, to have up Blindfolded, I sight the heaven Fightin for a nice slice of heaven Delightful and light like a feather To die for, to hide from, to have up Blindfolded, I sight the heaven
10.
Taken to the edge Aching in the head Everything is ending Prayer hands stretched, in pain But the same hands make a nigga bed They could say it been bad They could say it’s dead I just wanna live past the age of 27 I belong with granddad They be saying Heaven running out of rooms And they ain’t been taking legends I gotta assume when I make it there it’s Heaven Taken to the edge Aching in the head Everything is ending Prayer hands stretched, in pain But the same hands make a nigga bed They could say it been bad They could say it’s dead I just wanna live past the age of 27 I belong with granddad They be saying Heaven running out of rooms And they ain’t been taking legends I gotta assume when I take it there it’s Heaven Take a hit to.. Yea take it to head Grateful it’s a full moon Great for ‘Lizabeth If they could make a pledge that could save a nigga death.. Save a nigga life from Satan Get the bag Can’t wait to fit the vest Wait to clink the... Champagne-ing with the blessed Can’t wait to clink the glass But wait a minute They wasn’t in pain here with the band Fading in it They wasn’t the favorite or best Made it here fast Fame is in the grasp I don’t even need shit Ima be back in the form of an ever flowin river All facts I believe in a God and a Goddess If anybody asks, comma fall fast when I’m involved less I’m what God blessed Long live anyone in the crosshairs All love isn’t for every lovers I just wanna live past the age of 27 I belong with granddad They be saying Heaven running out of rooms And they ain’t been taking legends I gotta assume when I make it there it’s Heaven Taken to the edge Aching in the head Everything is ending Prayer hands stretched, in pain But the same hands make a nigga bed They could say it been bad They could say it’s dead I just wanna live past the age of 27 I belong with granddad They be saying Heaven running out of rooms And they ain’t been taking legends I gotta assume when I take it there it’s Heaven Take a hit... Take it Take it Take it, take it Take Take it I’m lost in my thoughts I’m lost in the world Everything so new to me Feel like a little girl Am I gonna make it Will I ever make it out Anxiety attacking Since I left my momma house Whole world going to hell in a hand basket Who gon’ show up for me When I’m in the damn casket Why do I think so morbid Joy gon’ come in the morning Gotta, whole life to live Got kids to have Make a deal with father time Erase my past The shit happening in this world Gone drive me mad Mad, mad, mad, mad, mad, mad I just wanna make it past age 27 I belong with granddad They be saying Heaven running out of rooms And they ain’t been taking legends I gotta assume when I make it there it’s Heaven Taken to the edge, yeah Take it to the head Intrusive thoughts say I’m better off dead I just wanna live past age 27
11.
Deli man 02:25
I’m wading hot water I’m waiting there wet She lean me back on the bar I deep in that neck I make her that horny for it Vibrator not doin it for her How deep is that waterfall I geek at that We did it that morning We in it and on it Anyhow they want it I’m big on that kinda shit We into all kinda shit We needed mo’ condoms I went into that corner store They had heaters there on em, shit Backing me at the corner store Can’t get me, I can’t go on the floor Ain’t there wit nothin on me, nah Got a million or more on me I pray to my Lordy My maker not goin for it I’m back on my hunned and four I smack him, his gun hit the floor I pick it back up, I blick it back back I pick it back up, I blick it back back I pick it back up, I blick it back back I pick it back up, I blick it back back I pick it back up, I blick it back back I pick it back up, I blick it back back I pick it back up, I blick it back back I pick it back up, I blick it back back I pick it back up, I blick it back back I pick it back up, I blick it back back I pick it back up, I blick it back back I pick it back up, I blick it back back
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As deem spencer gets into the flow of his purpose, that is being a provider, he’s cautioned by overarching worries of impending doom. The 27-year-old emcee has heard that in the next lifetime, New York City could be underwater – but even in these current tides of chaos, the native reflects and retraces his upbringing while wading towards a hopeful future on his third album, adultSW!M.

Five years into his journey, deem has elevated his craft while remaining grounded in the likelihood of being on to greater heights. Introspective in nature, deem’s abstract quality is both intrinsic and groundbreaking in the contemporary New York hip-hop landscape.

adultSW!M showcases evocative bars with worthwhile collaborations, while also making strides as a producer working alongside a few ‘flower shop’ favorites .

On his latest, deem’s pensive mood hasn’t left – it’s evolved.

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released March 3, 2023

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